Drink To That

Hello fellow followers. Alright, so here is my first REAL post in quite a while.

Not quite sure where to start.

I'm sure most of you guys came from Ana/Mia so maybe you've been following my drama on there.

Let's see. I currently weigh 149.8lbs  and I've been stuck around that area for a while.

I'm so mad at myself for letting myself get this fat, but Dale and I both have weight loss goals.

So If I can get rid of the cookie dough ice cream in my fridge, and work out more, I'll be back on track.

Dale is finnally moving his stuff into my house. It feels like, we're a little family now. Like. I vacuumed our house today, and I unpacked his boxes, I did our dishes, and ate our food.

He's moving his bed and clothes and stuff into tonight, hopefully before I go to work.

On the subject of work, I'm trying to move into the bakery, not because I want the food, but because I fucking hate the night managers at this point. I've complained to management 2 times about them, and nothing has been done, so, I'm just trying to hop over to where I would make more money.

On the subject of money. Dale's friend said we didn't have to pay him this Friday, so Dale's gonna help me with our very short on rent bill.

Does anyone own a cat? Because mine keeps pissing all over my clothing, and I love her to death and she's really sweet, and she will poop in her litter box, and occasionally pee, but, otherwise, she pees ALL OVER MY CLOTHES! and it's irritating. My house smells like cat pee, and I can't afford to keep doing laundry.

I don't know what's wrong with her.

I patched things up with my mom. So we're on good terms.

Dale didn't freak out about my eating disorder, I think he kind of brushed it over, so it's mine to keep.

I've been craving a drink severly bad lately. I keep trying to convice Dale to come to a party with me so I can get fucked up and not have him be mad at me. But, it's not working out so well. So, instead of drinking, I've been smoking WAY more then usual.

Dale and I are having lunch with my dad on Sunday. I'm nervous for them to meet, but happy to maybe get on good terms with my dad.

I miss blogging, and I need to come back to it. I've decided blogging=venting place=less stress=less binge eating=less random weight gain= more weight loss= happier me :D

BTW! Dale got me an Ipod! SO HAPPY!!!

It makes it way easier to workout with an ipod then a clunky ass CD player.

Have a good day ladies!

Here's to the people I love The most.

which happens to be you guys.

Honestly, life has been going pretty well. I have everythijng I want (minus the weight loss) but, honestly everything is perfect.

It's actually been me thats been fucking things up.

Dale's moving in. And I'm so freaked out to tell my mom, I seriously binge ate an ENTIRE box of Cheezits.

19 followers and counting :D

18 Followers

Can I get a woot woot? I'll post more one day. Some pictures too! OF my wonderful boyfriend. My pain in the ass cat (who keeps pissing on all my clothes) my better decorated apartment. And me. Size five. Fuck yeah!

17 Followers

What is this?!?!? 17 followers! I'm pumped as hell. Sorry I haven't posted. It's been crazy. I've been so stressed. Miss you < 3

I miss you.

I miss you guys.

I've been horribly busy and feel like I'm losing myself.

I fit in a size 5 pants.

But the other day I tripped on Ecstasy.

I'm all bruised up now.

I feel like crying. I'm losing myself indefinately.

GAH! I'VE BEEN SO CRAZY!!!!!

GAH!!!!!!!!!!

Been so crazy!

Where to start, where to start?

Perhaps with my new boyfriend.

His name is Dale, he is 24.

COOL AS HELL!

At first I was a little iffy, but this guy is legit.

Since our lookout mountain scene, he has taken me out to P.F Changs, Pete's Kitchen (which is this awesome dive in Colorado), Taco Bell (our ghetto date), brought me breakfast in bed, BW3's, 7-11 like a million times, bought me a puzzle, and paid, every single time.

I'm so elated I'm with him. I think he's good for me.

Downside to all this, is I've been eating. ALOT!!!

I only eat once a day anymore, but it's to like the places I listed above, so, it's not low-cal.

I've gone almost back up to 150.

He makes me laugh, and he's super awesome.

He told me he loved me last night, and I said it back.

I'm really serious about this guy.

I honestly am so happy I don't even know where to start!

He wants to read a set of my favorite books with me (the Trilogy of Griffen and Sabine) which is this fantastic love novel.

It's out of print so it's near impossible to find, but, I found it on ebay for 25 bucks and totally bought it.

We've also been on a mission to find magnetic poetry to write a love story on my fridge. I just found it today on ebay, but to get the three sets I want, I have to have 2 more dollars!!!!

So I'm scrounging change to go put in my bank, lol.

I've gained weight, and I'm desperatly trying to lose that shit!!!!

Going to get a tatoo on Wednesday with Audrianna.

SO EXCITED!

I can't focus so I'm ending my post.

Love you ladies! Stay strong.