Where to Begin?

So, I havent posted in a while, right?

Why?

Because I've been very very very busy at work. And getting my teeth fixed, and Halloween, and being in love, and fighting with my mom, and being majorly scary depressed.

Want me to start off?

I went to the dentist (two ish) weeks ago. They say I might have a cavity between my wisdom tooth and whatever tooth is next to it. I have to get all four pulled.

And that's basically a $700 bill that I don't have.

Halloween? Great, I bought my dream costume, my sister a faerie, Jehren Muno, and Nathan ended up being a bumblebee despite his pirate costume. Had a blast with Joe.

Being in love? Yeah, I'm majorly there. I'll let you in on a secret. I'm madly in love with Joe. I'd do anything for him, and I want nothing more then to be with him, he is like, my favorite person in the world, and the thing I picture every time I hear a love song. He makes me feel like I'm on top of the world, and, yeah I said it. I love him.

So I got in a brutal fight with my mom today. Some awful hateful things were said, and it's sad how much I meant, ALOT of them. Which leads me to my next bullet.

I'm extremly depressed. Between wondering if Joe likes me, stress at my job, money stress, bill stress, and then whatever the hell happened with my mom today, I just want to guzzle some bills, throw a toaster in the bathtub, and hang myself from the shower rod to be sure. But I haven't yet.

Also.

I love my job (I do, it's alot of fun) but I hate alot of the people that come in (which frustrates me, because I want to love people, but they can be so AWFUL sometimes) I really don't know what more to say.

Except that today. Yes today, I am very sad. And today, is the day that I want to guzzle Nyquil, eat one too many sleeping pills, and pillowcase myself in a bathtub.