Heart Break

Matt broke up with me.

and I'm devestated.

He wants to be friends, and he says its not me, it's him. He says hes not mature enough for a relationship.

But I'm broken to pieces.

All I want is him.

Have you ever felt so sad, that you'd rather die then feel that pain? Ever felt so alone that even in a room full of people who love you, you feel desolate?

I just want to die. I want to cut bad.

I've never been a cutter.

I want to starve. I'm fasting for 36 hrs.

I wan to check m yself into a mental institute.

I wanted to do self improvement prompts on here. But right now.

I just want death to consume me.

I've never been worth someones devoted love and effort.  I ruined my relationship with Dale, but he didnt want to put in the effort to work things out.

I just want to be good enough.