Life Support.

Thank you all. I read your comments, and they brightened my day.

I had a pretty good day.

But, still bad. Like.

I could rate my mood in color spectrum

Red is bad

blue is sad and depressed.

Green is happy.

Purple is bubbly.

Pink is fun and like weee.

Yesterday was black.

Today is navy.

I feel better, but not by much.

I think Greg is cheating on me, and going to break up with me.

I've been scrambling to figure out who will sign my lease with me so I can get my apartment. It's the only thing I want in my life.

A place to call my own.

I'd love to live by myself, but, I don't think it's going to happen.

Dan (who is a guy I guess I've been with on and off, friends with on and off, and using, on and off) horrible. But true.

I need a ride to work tommorow, and I asked if he wanted to be my roomate.

I don't want to be his roomate. But I need someones name on that lease.

(Just got my answer. It was no.)

Slowly my dreams are slipping out of my hands. I miss Joe so much. So much it hurts. I wish I knew what happened to him.

Your comments made me feel better, thank you guys!

I'm tired. And blue, so. I guess I'll post tommorow.

One step at a time.