I am now 21

My loves.

It has been a while since I've posted on here.

But I've made a motion to get back into the swing of things, Ana hardcore, blog daily. Work alot.

I'm not sure where to begin.

I'm Destany, I'm 21, and I've been struggling with EDNOS for about 4 years now.

I weigh too much.

I have a one year old son wwho I would do anything for, an ex husband who I can't stand. A job at Old Chicago, and a job at Pizza Hut.

I'm blogging about work, parenting and my everyday struggle..

I know someone out there reads this, as I still get texts from my phone number I posted years ago.

I'm back loverlies.

I suppose the best way is to jump into things.

I met a guy about 4 weeks ago on POF (plenty of fish) and now I'm really falling for him. He is adorable, and kind, funny, sweet, smart, nerdy, hot and basically the most perfect guy I've ever met.

He likes me too (I dont know how) and yet he doesn't want a relatioship. But he calls me his girlfriend. I guess maybe I'm confused, but I thought relationship/girlfriend were synonomous.

But to be honest, I dont care what our label is. I REALLY like him.

His ex girlfriend is a lesbian, who is really hot, and of course, incredibly skinny.

It makes me never want to eat again.

I hate how fat Ive gotten and it makes me sick to see what I could be.

I'm going to get there damnit.

I work 2 jobs because I'm now a single mom who lives in a house with roomates. I bought a car, and have alot of bills to pay. It's a struggle, but I would work until the day I died to give my son the ends of the world.

I miss blogging. And putting my thoughts out there. I need people to talk to, so if you have friends or people you feel would like to comment send them my way. I need internet friends.

And please. Those who don't comment and would rather be a fly on the wall, just comment.

I love your love.

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