Monday, February 6

Oh And.

Depressing how my 100th post was abotu suicide.

Well. Life goes on.

Dans texting me.

He wants me to help him relax in exchange for a ride.

I know what that means.

I've played these games before.

Money, for a little relaxing.

I was 16 the last time I danced with this devil.

It made me feel horrible. Awful.

Dirty. Filthy. Yucky.

But. Desperate times call for desperate measures. My grandma told me to call my mom for a ride. But I know she won't talk to me.

I got a teddy bear from a girl at work. I like it.

It made me happy.

One moment at a time. One second at a time.

If I can get at least half the seconds in my day to be happy seconds. Then we're getting somewhere. right?

Hi new follower, happy to see you :D

Sprry you had to come in on such a depressing week.

It will get better, I'm not always like this.

Wednesday I'm seeing about this lease.

Hopefully.

Hopefully.

Hopefully.

I need alot of hope.

But I have about none.

1 comment:

Gymnast said...

As girl keep ur hopes up. If I could be ur roommate I would! Pray about it u never know what can happen when u pray. I love u!