I guess My Blog Isn't Just about one thing.

SO Lately, I've been posting alot about my diet. But in the past, I've posted dreams, some guy stuff, my day, the likewise. It's kind of my life.

SO I guess I'll update you on everything. SO far on my diet, I haven't checked how much weight I've lost, but today I'm allotted 100 calories. I've fairly nervous about blowing it, since I haven't done, like perfect in the last few days. Hopefully lots of water and a workout can cure that.

Second. Boys? Well Joe and I? Yeah I don't know what we are /still/ and it gets more complicated because of his depression, because he rarely talks to me, but everytime he does, I'm still head over heels for him. I think we might hang out on my birthday :D

Third, I have to post my dream, because It was kinda weird groovy. So, it basically starts off with my friend and I at our elementary school, (note- the school was my high school in the dream)and like, we were learning about college stuff, but I wasn't in the class, so my friend told me to drive her truck while she was in class. So, I was tooling around in her truck, and it was all snowy and icy outside, and I crashed it, but she was like "It's okay, I have another one" and I went home.

Well I went home to where I had an older sister, an older brother, a younger sister, and a younger brother (note 2- the perspective between me and the older sister shifts. Like occasionally I was in her shoes, other times, I was kinda just like my own perspective on the side.)But anyways, Our like Aunt, was really really abusive, and we didn't like her, so we snuck away that night, and ended up in this condemned sort of house, like it was all broken down and moldy. And there were these wolves there, kind of walking around us as to protect us. Well, we knew at this point our Aunt was following us, so we were looking for a place to hide, and we found this closet type thing, that we crept in, and hid in, well as my brother leaned back, he opened up like this secret passage. So we went in it, and shut the door. Well as we turned around, we realized that it was a sewer, and we began to like race threw it, trying to hold our little sister, because she kept falling behind, when finally we found this guy (the sewer had opened up and like, it was very strange, he had a little table, and there was like sewer ladders all around, and he told us we could camp out there. So we ended up telling him our story, and life and whatever. Well, a few days later, our aunt found us, and was trying to figure out a way to get to us, and we were panicking. Well, our little sister, had climbed up the ladder, and was pushing the ceiling tiles, when we found out, there was a loose one. So before our Aunt could get to us, we slipped through this tile, and into the building. Well as we were there, an older lady and gentleman were like looking at us, and we asked if we could hide from our evil aunt and such. So, we rush down into the basement, which was like, four floors down, and the stairs were all crazy far away from each other. So we get down to the basement, and find the guy from the sewer and this girl, and he tells us we can't keep showing up were he is and bringing all this drama because he has a baby now. And then he leaves. Well we're like hiding, and this basement is cold, completely unfinished, and awful. So, we're like, waiting with baited breath, and our Aunt never comes. So we finally come out, and the lady is crying and says she can't take care of us because she has this baby that she can't even breastfeed. (and this is where the situation changes perspective, it becomes my older sister as opposed to me) So my sister walks over and starts breast feeding the baby, and we're all shocked, we're like, :O "Your pregnant?" and she's like yeah, I didn't want to tell you guys. So. We stay there for a whole, the mom and my sister switching off feeding this baby, and it's all moldy down where we are, and as we're sleeping one night, my youngest sister starts crying for our Aunt, and we're like, no baby, hush hush, when our Aunt comes down, and is trying to get at us again. So. We kind of rush past her, and run up the stairs, trying to make sure everyone is there, and the littlest sister keep falling behind on purpose. Well finally we get to the ground floor of the house, and go to dart out the front door, when we see pillows and blankets on the couch, and I yell at my older brother to take them. So he does, and we run out of this house, and find a U-haul truck just over this fence, so we all jump it, and our Aunt catches up, and our little sister can't get over, so we leave without her, and we're sobbing uncontrollably, as my brother starts to drive away. So we drive for a few days just in barren fields, and whatnot, just somber about the loss of our sister, when finally, we ditch the car, and go back down to the sewer, where we see the guy who had housed us, and we thank him, and go through the ceiling tile again into the house, and all the way downstairs. And as we walk down the stairs we see the mom and baby, and we bring our pillows and stuff, and kind of make a simple bed and whatnot, and we're all just distraught. Well it kind of changes to like a few years later and flashes to me walking downstairs again, and as I go down, I see the baby (now a toddler) curled up in a nice actual bed, and there is walls (unlike there was before, and the basement is basically finished) And I walk over to the mom and she tells me she won the lottery and made the bed for her baby to live a good life. And my dream kind of ended there. It was bizarre to be honest, but, interesting.