Well when I blow it, I really do.

So today. I dis awful things. I probably gained back the entire three pounds I have lost. First off my mom made me go buy pizza today ad her friend was eating the cookie dough that came with it, and it looked oh so tasty. So I took two bites, which wasn't ao bad since I had worked out. Then on my way to work I tried purgig but with no such luck. So then, when I got to work I ho hummed a bit, when I realized it was the Christmas party. And the food smelled so good. And the olde took over, I helped myself to a plate of turkey with mashed potatoes gravy and corn, and a roll with lots of honey. Then I ate four milky ways minis and despite more purging efforts I only came up with saliva ad blood, after making my throat bleed. I have done everythig to try and purse and it simply doesn't work, it's so frustrating. So that's not all, when I got home tonight I had two pieces of haiwaiian pizza an two kore bites of cookies dough. It's official. I have to start the abc diet tomorrow If I want to lose weight. I'm so sick of being fat. On the other hand I did get a it's number today after he said I was very pretty. Im so excited. Imagine what he'll think when I'm 98 pounds with double D's. Dreamgirl :) I will be it :)