Friday, December 23
Recite the ABCs
So I guess after my fast/binge spree I need to restart the ABC diet. Today I'm too hungry to fast. I'm also on the period from he'll. Now normally I get my periods every three months ish (without birth control, it's just naturally. Happened ever since I have had it) but this one has gone on for about three weka non stop, not always heavy bleeding, but like when I pee it's bloody, ya know? It's so irritating, because I always get hungry around my period, which is why I think have failed on my first round of the ABC. Fuck I want it to be done. I'm also taking some carb interceptors, which is really the only thing making me feel better about my binge last night. I'm only going 100 calories today, because I'll be mostly at work and won't have time to eat and then tonight I'm house sittig for my aunt, and she never really has food, and I can resist food a little easier when it's just myself. So I'm going to go eat some 10 calorie jello. Drink more water. And maybe I'll feel normal, and not like I'm going to pass out. Stay strong everyone and have a good day.
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yes stay strong hun! i wish you luck!!!!!!!!!!!!! house sitting is fun! watch movies, drink tea, be on her computer... theres lots of stuff you can do. :D ps what are carb interceptors?
I found these neat little pills, and apparently before you eat something high in carbs (pasta, bread, the likewise) which is basically my all time binge food, it negates some of the carbs by turning them into fibrous something or other (I dunno, I just briefed the outside of the bottle) I'm not positive they work, but I feel like they do, and they stave away my hunger for a while too, which is nice,
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