My Father

Alright, so, more less interesting shit to talk about. So my dad and I have had some/lots of issues.

So my dad walked out of my life when I was five years old (which I believe is where some of my issues stem from) but, then I dunno out of some god forsaken out of jail whatever, when I turned 17 he called me, and we talked for a little bit, and I was so torn apart. I had never spoke to my father. Ever (at least remembering it)

Then about January I ran away from my moms house, and lived with an ex boyfriend (I talked about him before right here : http://lalaponeysandlalapopcorn.blogspot.com/2011/12/so-today.html) Well, when that failed to work out, I ended up living with my dad.

Well it was, okay, I mean it was different then my moms, he had different rules, and was more of the like if you dont do it, I'm going to knock your teeth in kind of guy.

Well that was all fine a dandy, and he started making me pay rent, and all sorts of other ridiculous shit that your CHILDREN shouldn't have to do BEFORE they get out of highschool/ have an actual job.

And I dunno then one day he kept calling me a theif, and then wrote on all the groceries (which there was barely ever any, so like, the gallon of soy milk and a package of hotdogs) he wrote "DON'T FUCKING EAT, BUY YOUR OWN GOD DAMN FOOD"

So that same day I packed my shit and left.

Then his friend died, and he called my om and said he had changed his priorities and wanted to talk to me (I bought a new cell phone, got off his plan, and never gave him the number)

So I called him from the home phone, and he bitched, and yelled and ranted about what a Bitch I was, and all that shit.

Then he goes, "Well do you have nything to apologize for?" and I said "Sorry it had to end up like this"

And he goes "Have a good fucking life," and hung up.

Well seeing that I was still getting mail at his house, and some of my stuff was still at his house, I had to go out there before I went out to college, so I went over, and tried to talk to him, and it was just bullshit. He barely talked to me, and basically my mom did more talking then I did.

So occasionally I check on his facebook, and he posts about he has the greatest kids in the world, blah blah blah. And all of a sudden this stupid bitch Emily (his best friends step daughter) is like "Thanks Kaos" (my dads tattoo name) "Your the best dad anyone could ask for! Your better then my real dad, your awesome, blah fucking blah."

Then he starts posting "Emily is the best kid in the world, wish my kids could be like her"

Note: Emily is 19 as well, but was supposedly "raped" by a security officer in school. Bu then it came out in court, that she had lied about it and she had instigated the whole situation. She also posts on facebook, about how sloppy drunk she gets and drives, and blah fucking blah.

I talked about their fucked up relationship in this post : http://lalaponeysandlalapopcorn.blogspot.com/2011/10/whining-and-bitching-excitement-and.html)

So, he tried to talk to me (via Facebook) about how he was thinking about me, and missed me, and loved me. Which I call bullshit on.

ANYWAYS, so today I was meandering facebook, and on my birthday he posted this:

Happy Birthday! Wishing you best on your day.

Sweet and simple right?

Except for the fact, that it's the same, damn birthday message he posts on EVERYONE's fucking wall for their birthday.

Now not only did that irk me, but I go to his page, and am looking through all his bullshit when he posts a song and it says "Missing my friend with all my heart, especially around the holidays, it's been even rougher without him"

Without HIM? WITHOUT HIM?! What about your fucking kids douche bag?!?!

But, I suppose venting on my blog isn't doing much better, and if I wanted to be a vindictive bitch I could send him the link to this post. BUT. I'm not going to, because I'm not that big of a bitch.


Thanks for listening to all my non food related issues :D