ON the verge of a Binge

With nothing to do I turned on Starving Secrets.

This girl is eating tacos, and I'm so hungry, so jealous.

BUT I DON'T NEED IT

I don't want to be fat, because I know it's impossible for me to purge.

I'm having a massive panic attack because I know if I go into the kitchen, I will eat something I'm going to regret.

I want to save the calories for when I get off work and I'll be very hungry,

BUT IM VERY HUNGRY RIGHT NOW.

Water and green tea may help, but I'm so nervous, what if it doesn't?

On the verge of a binge, and holding on to not slip and fail.