So Much More Relaxed.

So I just turned on the bath, and and made it as hot as I could, and relaxed in it. MY skin is lobster red, and I love it.

As I was doing this, I turned on a playlist from a while ago and kept remembering all sorts of stuff (some good, some bad).

Without You - David Guetta and Usher (Reminds me of me singing this to Joe at the club one night)

Disgusting- Ke$ha (Despite feeling this way kind of about Matt, it reminds me of an exd Ryan who I broke up with after he told me I shouldn't be a pilot, and rather a stay at home mom where he would support me, and I would be DEPENDENT on him! No ma'am!)

Beautiful- Eminem (This song always makes me cry, it really reminds me of myself. I love Eminem, and I feel like he's talking to me.)

Mockingbird- Eminem (This is of course my dad. Before I re-met him at 17, I used to play this and try and think of him.)

Pursuit of Happiness- Kid Cudi (So I definately haven't heard this song since being with Lynden (ex before moving in with my dad) we were laying on his couch at three in the morning, kissing, holding each other as this song played. He told me he would never let me go, and we just laid there happy.)

Swing Life Away- Rise Againset (This song is so sweet, reminds me of a cute relationship I had when I was 13 with a boy named Bradley, we were looking at each other scars on a front porch, and then later that day this song came on the radio, and it forever became our song.)

Something- Jim Sturgess Version (Love this song. Ex boyfriend David sent me a voicemail of this after I yelled at him he didn't think I was pretty enough, and I would never be good enough for him)

I'm in the best mood ever, gonna drink some Green Tea, and do some light yoga with music to lose more weight, For me.