Wednesday, January 11

Double Life

Sometimes that's how I feel like life is. I hung out with the guy from work. And it's like there is two of me.

It's Destany that meets these people
But it's the other girl that flirts with them.
It's Destany that texts them.
but it's the other girl that agrees to hang out with them.

She gets me dressed, she's flirts, she kisses, she goes to bed.

Buf it's Destany that pulls that girl out of bed and finds her shoes, and her way to the door.

But I think Destany took control early today.

She came back in the middle of things, and felt like crying. That other girl felt sexy putting back on her clothes. But Destany came back. Andnow she's disgusted. She feels sick of herself.

Only thing they can agree on? They're two fat and they need to lose weight.

If nothing more, at least we burned some calories tonight.

It's Destany posting this. And im going to bed, sick of myself and this feeling.

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