Alright, so I haven't been on in a few days, because I've been like crazy.
Anyways not much has been going on. The other day I was crazy busy at work. Two and a half hours of dealing with a guy I had to personally shop for. He was a pain in the ass, but I was happy to be away from the register.
But I guess my story starts at last night.
So my mom let me go get Greg from work.
And I brought him to my house to meet my mom.
Well he was high, but it wasn't really a major deal. And my mom didn't even notice.
But then, fucking Glynna (who is my mom's friend, who has been living with us, and all that bullshit) goes and uses the truck.
And I ask her if she wants to make brownies with me (I was making them for Greg) and she's like, yeah in a minute, and so Im like awesome.
Then she goes, "who's smoking pot?" and goes and tells my mom.
She kept giving me shitty looks the rest of the night, and finnally after I took Greg home, my mom comes out, and starts asking me if I've been smoking pot. I told her Greg smoked at work.
But I'm pissed. Like he didn't have a chance, and FUCKING GLYNNA ruined it.
So he gets high, so does her boyfriend, and he fucking lives on our couch too! I want to fucking slit her throat right now.
I'm just so pissed.
And I've been eating like shit. And I'm getting fat. And I haven't even checked the scale, becaus eI don't want to know what it will say.
I hate life right now.
I hate myself right now.
Is it even worht it right now?
1 comment:
Of course it's worth it. We all go through hard times, it's how we deal with them that makes us who we are. You can do this. xoxo
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