Thursday, January 19

Why Does It Hurt?

I guess I'm silly, but when you like someone, why does it hurt to be without them?

You know that song "Without You" by David Guetta and Usher? Well thats how I'm feeling currently.



I know thats kinda like a song about people being broke up and stuff, but, I dunno.

In a weird mood tonight. Been thinking lots about my "old life" with my friends, and idk. When I was really happy.

I was really happy today.

I spent all day with Greg.

But I dunno, I'm still sad for some reason. Being vague today, dunno why.



From today. I know no one wants to see my PDA but hey, i thought it was a cute, shitty quality photo.

He says he wants to get an apartment (I know I tend to move WAY TO FAST) but it's something I've been wanting, for. Well. A long time, and I can't do it alone, but with him, maybe.

Feeling lost right now I guess.

Day eight.

My workout routine? I don't really have one.

When I go to the gym I burn 1000 on the bicycle machine, but by myself I use the jillian micheals video and dont burn as much, but focus more muscles better.

Some pictures that make me laugh? I could use that.



Haha so this is the babies eating ice cream. At first glance I was like aw what a sweet picture. THEN I looked closer. and I was like, seriously? Crossed eyes, goonie faces, lol wow guys!



How does this picture not make you laugh? First off, its a tiny peice of wood from my theather class in highschool. The only purple one and I drew a face on it. I just thought it was the saddest little wood ever. And it makes me laugh.



This is my friend Sarah. And thats an alligator hat. That night we were at McDonalds and she kept saying "I'm an alligator" in a preppy stupid girl voice. and i eventually got her to do the "Jaws" theme song as she crawled across the floor along the counter to ask for a refill. Great memories.

I hope I can come out of this funk.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Awesome pics! I love reminiscing about the sillier times in life =)
All my support,
<3 A Fragile Heart

Gymnast said...

hmm girl it sounds like your not really content right now. but ur losing weight! try this... next time you feel like binging, do something nice for somebody else. somebody random. it really brings joy and satisfaction. hope that helps! ps cute pics!!!

MetalRoseThorn said...

Thanks ladies, I love your guys support! It always makes me feel so much better.