also, I stepped on the scale, in my jeans and boots and all my heavy clothes and it read 149. I was shocked. I have been so bad, and still losing? SHOCKED! But the best part was yesterday I only ate an orange (40 cals) a special k bar (90 cals) and 1 1/2 cups of broccoli (45 cals) so I only ate a grand total of 175 cals. I figured that was pretty good.
So lets see. What else. Worked. OH! So I got off work yesterday, and got to go see Greg. We had an amazing night, sat there and talked and well you know, and then just cuddled and fell asleep. Which was great until I woke up at 6 this morning, and realized I had my step dads car and I was going to be in a ton of shit. (Actually I'm sure I'm in a ton of shit now, but my step dad hasn't left yet, so my mom wont slaughter me til then)
Really not too much to post, the last couple of days has been fairly boring.
Today I've already downed a special k bar and 1/2 a cup of broccoli. Not hungry, but avoiding the go ddamn frosted cookies in the kitchen is a bitch.
I went and looked at an apartment yesterday. It was small, but pretty perfect.
Day 10
Losing my sweets. Salty things I'm okay with losing, but like, cookies, and cake, and all those sinfully delicious things that I eat like forty times a day sit in my kitchen and it's hard to avoid them.
If you would have asked me a few weeks ago, I would have told you I would be with Joe in an instant if he wanted. But, things have changed (even if I still love him like I will forever)
But right now this is how I'm feeling I'll be with for a while (same picture as last time, everytime I see it, I grow more fond of it)
Day 11.
MY favorite thinspo blog.... GYMNAST! She always is so happy, and so supportive, she always has great ideas and recipes and she's purdy damn awesome! WOOT WOOT!
Something I hate?
Sweet stuff is the worst. MAKE ME FAT FAT FAT!
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