FUCK!
I'm at that moment before I binge where I begin to obsess about the food. I can't get it out of my head, I go into panic attack mode and I eat the whole damn package.
This time, it's about those damn frosted cookies in the kitchen. Maybe I can go eat a chocolate fudge 45 cal ice cream bar. But. IDK Why is food so frustrating?
2 comments:
oh my gosh i totally know what you mean esp about going into panic mode. its like a drug addiction. your pulse intensifies, thoughts dart around, breathing increases, anxiety. all for something that goes on our tongue, down our throats, and in our stomach and to our thighs and gut. its so wierd and frustraiting. sometimes i just wish i could eat food like a normal person!
OH MY GOSH number 2!! thank you for saying im your favorite blog!! that makes me soooooooooooooo :D
for some reason i get you. i gravitate towards you and your like always the first blog i read. hope your doing good!!!!
I gave into today because of the anxiety, it is just that. IF I don't give in I obsess about it all day, and literally begin to cry becaus eI get so upset. I don't understand it actually.
Aww shucks! I love reading your blog, because your always so positive about everything!
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