Saturday, January 28

My Stomach Hurts

And thats that. On top of cramps (thank god, at least I'm not pregnant.) I've been eating so much shit thay my stomach doesn't even know what to do. It goes through me like liquid, but in the mean time, makes me feel like shit.

Not much else to say, cuz lately has been pretty boring.

got to see Greg last night, and I missed him. Alot.

Day 16

I first decided I needed to lose weight? Well. I've struggeled with it all through highschool, but I think it was when I took a picture with my sister and I had a double chin. NOT OKAY!!! So I decided I needed a drastic change, especially knowing how I binge and overeat.



Thats me and some of my best friends. They've always been there for me when I needed them.

Day 17

Yes, I have an eating disorder. I'm a compulsive over eater. And when I'm not I'm an OCD calorie counter. And it's a problem, but I'm working on things.




My biggest insecurity is my weight. Whatever the scale says is god in my eyes. And I hate it.

1 comment:

Leigh Mechster said...

Where did you get that scale? It's quite cool. Anyway, despite your insecurities, I can tell that you are still happy because you have friends you can always count on. Whatever happens, just remember to speak up to them. I am continuing medical education now and I'm really getting burned out. I'm glad I also have friends to talk to. We're both lucky gals, you know. :)